Hohoho.

I am back after a weekend of toilet-visiting and grovelling my bed.

Yes. Toilet-visiting. What do you not understand of that?

Food come in must go out, yes?

Except mine was a prolonged period of time because I had to do big business :o

Okay. Fine. No more crapping >.>

I got diarrhea, headaches and a crappy mood .___.;;

I hope Jaton-san isn't suffering the same thing as me @_@ We seem to always 'take turns' in getting sick, but since I've not seen him for awhile, I hope he's fine >.<;; I've been spamming Caramell Dansen because I find it catchy. But you know you are truly pathetic when you get fascinated by an ELECTRIC WHISK.

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The Whisk? That's from Home Econs, I'm sure most of you can recall.

Me and my partner, Elkes [Pronounced El-kes, not El-KIS, meanies!] , and the rest of the class were making Chocolate Muffins :3

Ms Tang [Coincidence that she's the head of SJAB as well -.-;;] my Home Econs teacher showed us to use the Electric Whisk. And while it goes ZOOOOM, the class was exactly like ~> ' O.O... WOAH KEWL!' Hypnotized by an electronic xD;;

When we finally got our own and started turning it on for no reason whatsoever, [After remembering we need to turn on the main switch.... xD] We had to mash butter and milk :o

We finally turned it on~ At speed 1, we could see the thing going MoshMoShMoooshhh. :D Then Elkes thought it was too slow. So, to speed 2! But I set it too high on the batter, and some of it when SLOOOSH xD It flew OUT~ D: ....

On Elkes' apron. xD

And after pushing it all the way down the mixture, where we continued to watch it slosh about...

It was STILL too slow for our standards. XDDD!! [I think we are screaming for trouble, practically.]

SPEED 3!! It zoomed all the way around the bowl and we had to get someone to hold it @__@ Then the bowl kinda went out of control... And we wanted to turn it off. [With choruses of "Ahhh!! Turnitoff!!Turnitoff!!! '' ]

Then Elkes hit my hand by accident... and it went to the 'M' label we didn't notice.

Oops.

[In case you don't know ~> M = Max.]

The result = Disasterous XDD with " HOLY !! OMG OMG STOP IT!! " and " AHHHH!! THE MAIN SWITCHH!! ''

~Click~ -WHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII- - Whiiiirrrrrrrr-rrrrrr-rrr.-

~Both students wheezing and looking at the whisk with a somewhat newfound respect while the other two opposite stare at us with mouths open~

"Elkes! Rebecca! Stop playing with the whisk and get back to work!"

By the time we were done, the mixture looked so WATERY aside from the normal 'lumpy' mixture the rest had... So we went to the teacher and she added more flour to the fiasco and told us "Don't touch it on your life." @___@;;

So there. :o

I have to rush the other end of the post so what mostly happened is :-

~Elkes combusted the egg xD;; So we had to sift out eggshells from what was left of it...

~We had this choice to use the chocolate chips as decoration or just dump it all in...

> Which option we took, I think you can guess.

~Another choice, 2 Big muffins or 6 small ones.

Me: " So which do you think you want? "
Elkes: " Anything. "
Me: " ...We don't have all day. "
Elkes: "... The small ones. "
Me: " Okay. "
Elkes: [In a whisper] " Cause' they look... cuter... "

O.O

~> End result : SUPER NICE MUFFINS!

And that's not sarcasm. They WERE nice O.O

I would take a picture of them, but yeah. This event was on Friday...

So yeah. They are probably out of my digestion system already @__@

I need to rush for SJAB before Ms Tang kills me @______@

And I am going to get screwed because I didn't take the uniform measurement.

Oh crap.


Jaa ne!

~Altariel, Riviera

I convieniently forgot what I wanted to type by the time I opened this page.

Great.

~>> I'm also going to swear a lot in this post. You have been warned. <<~


It's going to be another ranting post. Please close if you feel :-

~Pissed
~Extremely unhappy
~If you think life is seriously fucked up at this moment -_-

~-~

I am very tired nowadays. I sleep in class, I stare at the whiteboard, I mumble crap I don't understand out of my mouth, I draw on my test papers and textbooks. Some even with pen. I think my classmates are stupid immature monkeys with no brain cells except to scream and shout like uncivilized barbarians.

Their mindmap can go to this :-

[Listed on probability of action happening.]

Scenario 1:

Teacher comes into class.

~Scream.
~'SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.'
~'HAI TEACHER!! LOLOLOLOLL I DIDN'T DO HW TODAY!'
~'WALAO! SEE LA, ALL -insert innocent classmate's name here.- 's FAULT LA!'
~'WA FUCK LA! TEACHER COME TODAY!'

-> Least probability

~Everyone will keep their mouth shut and sit down in a fairly civilized manner.

Scenario 2:

Class in session.

~Interrupt the teacher word-for-word

~Random shouting of answers and 'LI-AR!'

Scenario 3:

Teacher is giving out homework due to noise level.

~'FUCK LA!'

~'SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.'

~'EH TEACHER, BUT I QUIET WHATTT!' [Someone who has been shouting all the time.]

-> Someone else. Conversation is something like:-

Someone: 'Eh can shaddap or not fucker?! Because of you then liddat right?!'

Person: 1: 'Fuck off la noob! -insert insult of mother, father, or some tom, dick and harry -.- -'

2: 'What la! Got problem want to fight izzit?!'

~Other class members shout and scream as this goes on as if it's some brawlfight.~

Scenario 4 :

Teacher leaves class.

~Get up.

~Scream.

~Fight.

~Run around and hit tables and chairs.

~Shoot paper aeroplanes

~Draw on the whiteboard

~Get stuff from dustbin and throw at other people.

~Run for recess.


All this in 1 day of class repeatedly. With the class asshole beside me stealing my pencilbox material constantly and getting my books confiscated due to him reading my books in class. Or taking the paper I am using to draw on and purposefully slamming my hand. [ALWAYS WHEN I AM ABOUT TO FINISH.] or simply just tearing the paper in front of my face and laughing, calling it an 'ACCIDENT.'

ALWAYS IN ENGLISH CLASS WHEN THE TEACHER KNOWS IT'S MINE AND SHE WANTS HIM TO DO IMPOSSIBLE STUFF LIKE SCORING HIGH FOR A TEST WHEN HE FAILS HORRIBLY BEFORE SHE GIVES IT BACK. AN OVERDUE LIBRARY BOOK NO LESS.

SO WHEN IT EVER COMES BACK, I HAVE TO PAY A FEW MONTHS WORTH OF FINE BECAUSE OF THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE. GREAT LA, YONG XUN. WELL DONE. VERY GOOD.

And my parents ask 'Why are your grades dropping?' , 'You play too much.' -Banned from computer.-

It's too far for me to think that they will ask: 'Why do you look so depressed?' Yeah, probably in a few YEARS they will notice.

It's always : 'Why are you swearing so much?' , 'Stop being so petty, the soceity is not going to stand all that crap.'

So I get it. It's always YOUR WORK first, then WALTER. Him and his SCHOLARSHIP. Then it's why I swear so much. And what I USED TO be. And WHY COULDN'T I BE LIKE -insert some person's- CHILD. WHO IS 'PERFECT' AND EARNS COMPLIMENTS LIKE A PISSIN' TOILETBOWL.

Then be depressed, Mom, Dad. For to you, I am not your 'child'. I am your 'employee'. Why do you say that? Because everything it's about 'In my work, people never disobey me like this!' or 'You don't climb on my head and shit!'. Or 'You freeloading bastard!' [In basic sense. Of everything summarized.]

I do not care about your career as much as I care about why my class is as idiotic as it is now. And mom keeps talking about her financial plans and expects me to REMEMBER them for her. So if she asks, I get screwed by her if I don't remember them or when she asks my opinion, I give it, then she will place ANOTHER doubt at me, expect me to answer, then ANOTHER and ANOTHER and ANOTHER. When I am doing something like homework or I am damn busy at current. If I get pissed at tell her to get out, she'll get angry and her poison-tongue mode comes on again.

My dad restricts me from sleeping in afternoons because it 'turns my life upside down'. Look, sleeping in the afternoon is not going to turn me nocturnal. Get that into your thick head.

Does not include all the stupid Sec 2s I have to face each day simply because they won't shut up and walk straight back to class without pulling my hair or teasing me with stupid comments about my high socks and long skirt. I don't care if I am 'Unglam'. I don't care if my hair is messy.

I AM NOT A FASHION SHOW, STUPID. NOR DO I ENJOY BEING CRITIZED FOR ANYTHING I DO TO RECTIFY MATTERS.

'Fucking attention-seeker' Yep.

'Interfering bitch!' I can't care any less about what you do unless I am supposed to do it. You can piss in a lift, I'll give you a disgusted look, and I won't speak anyway.

'Pretty-talking bootlicker!' I hardly talk, and I am a blunt person. Bootlicking? PLEASE. I will not bootlick for a higher position because that is not my style.

I have seen better bootlickers than you guys, and I'm not interested in what you have to say.

'Emo-acter!' Don't enjoy talking + Likes wearing black + Not very expressive + Can have a 'black' mood = Emo? Your equations fail. Define EMO.

As you can see, I am not happy about my current state of life. It's so stagnant it hurts. Audition is getting so slow, the computer is fucking up, my fuse is getting shorter, I'll see those idiots next year if my grades go on like this. I don't like to revise. I don't WANT to study chinese.

I want my violin class. I want my books. I want my dancing group back.

I want Everything to be back as it used to be.

But Time is irrevertable.

We have no choice but to go on.

Nothing lives except for stories, hate, hurt and fantasies.

Not even memories are preserved.

Not even dreams escape from being shattered.

We just have no choice.

~Rebecca.

Since I overslept for school today... [OH SHIT! MY 2 MODULAR TEST AND HOME ECONS CLASS GONEEE....]

To stop ranting, we shall have crap. Yes, crap. Undisputed crap. Why are you still reading the crap that I'm typing with no train of crap-talk o_O...

I make no sense. >.<

Quiz from Yu-chan's blog...

1. What is the most important thing in your life?

Books. Books. Books.

2. What is the last thing that you had bought using own money?

Eh...? I use my own money a lot... I guess it's Calbee Prawn Crackers... The original flavour one o_O [... Be specific, what Kineito said >.>...]

3. Where do you wish to get married?

I currently have no marriage plans. But I guess if I have to, I wouldn't make a huge hoo-ha of it. Maybe just a wedding arch at a nice hill with a great view. [LOL. YOU WON'T FIND THIS IN SINGAPORE. DREAM.]

4. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?

I don't know.

5. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?

Um... I'm eating a lot of 'da bao' [Um.. Store take-out?] nowadays... So this might date back awhile... Specifically dinner, I think Coffee Club... Though we didn't have Coffee there anyway =/

6. Name the latest book you had bought.

Zorro - The Novel by Isabel Allende

7. What is your full name?

Rebecca Altariel Ting Yee Ching.

8. Do you prefer your mother or father?

Depends... Mother can have a really poison tongue in a bad mood. Father is finicky about house cleanliness. [Actually, both of them are.]

9. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.

I wish to meet many people.

10.Christina or Britney?

Neither. I don't keep up with Celeb stuff.

11. Do you do your own laundry?

Yup.

12. The most exciting place you want to go?

New Zealand or Switzerland? I don't know.

13. Hugs or Kisses?

Hugs, as always.

14. 8 things I an passionate about :-

- Books.
- Music.
- Privacy.
- The Washroom. [I'm serious. Lol.]
- Drawings.
- Moods. [As to a living being's]
- The people I hang out with.
- Crapping. [Not really, I just didn't have anything else to type XD]

15. 8 things I say too often :-

- Shut up !
- Hmm?
- Oh.
- Bloody hell...
- 'Kay.
- Damn you/it !
- Keep quiet if you don't know what you are talking about.
- Anything.

16. 5 songs I could listen to over and over again :-
'Schwarzweiss' - Atelier Iris III: Grand Phantasm Opening song by Haruka Shimotsuki
'Brass De Chocobo' - A remix from an original Final Fantasy track.
'Hishoku No Sora' by Mami Kawada
'Joint' by Mami Kawada
'Perseus' by Hitomi Shimatani

17. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really like?

I don't know. I've plenty of crushes here and there, I admit. So I'll just stick to the mindset that I'm fickle.

18. If the person you like is already attached, what will you do?

Sit and look from afar. It's always been like that.

19. If you had a choice, what kind of family do you wish to be born in?

This one.

20. Do you love being tagged?

When I can see them later, why not.

21. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

Uhm, check the time?

22. What type of friends do you like?

Just about anyone except braggers and back-stabbers. Typical.

23. What type of parents do you dislike?

Abusive ones?

24. If your lover has betrayed you, what will your reaction be like?

I'll get angry and cry. I guess.

25. If you fall in love with two people in a time, which one will you pick?

I'm not a fan of love triangles.

26. Is it more blessed to be loved or loving someone?

To be loved. It is natural.

27. Who is the most important person to you?

If s/he was important to me, all the more I won't tell who. I'm that kind of person.

28. Would you do anything to get the attention of the person you like?

Perhaps. If it was worth it. I've done plenty of crazy things before.

29. What would you do if your best friend steads with the person you like?

Um. Congratulate. Excuse myself. Cry? [Iuno...]

30. What would you do if the person you like knows that you like him?

Panic?

31. What time of age will you like to start a relationship?

No plans. I guess after 18.

32. What will you do if you found out someone you hate the most likes you?

Spontaneously reject it for as far as it would go.

33.Are you confused about what lies ahead of you?

Always. It makes me nervous, so I try not to think about it.

34. Would you give it all in a relationship?

Yes, I would.

~END.

Wow. I realise a lot of my answers tie together with Yu-chan's... Hope she won't kill me XDD

-Altariel, Riviera

All of you are leaving.


You just send me a note, and leave it at that.


Then you go off and shut the door on me.


'I am going somewhere, take care alright?'


And I don't even know if you'll come back alive.


You give me a smile, and dissapear.


This mysteriousness, loneliness...


Don't you know I DETEST it?


I have enough people who dissapear.


I have enough people that back-stab me for all they like.


I have enough people whom they talk to me for awhile, but never come back later unless they get bored.


I've had ENOUGH.













Don't turn back, for you're not even fit to see the tears I cry.

Assholes.

Hennet, stop taking my Pringles >=<

I need them to LIVe!!

Randomness.

I am a Canna What Flower Are You?

Tried again with other options...

I am a Rose What Flower Are You?

And I can use this as an 'excuse' post if anyone is going to say 'HAI U NT UPDATING AGIN. UPDATE PLZXZXZXZ' =X

-Altariel, Riviera

Eh...

This post was spurred on by an old friend of mine... A letter, actually...

Started with 'Hey, Chira-chan. [Chirasaki was used by me last time. I didn't expect him to remember. His was Kineito... Because he always wanted to become a Knight. A white one. Heh.] '

The bottom line was. "I've been reading the stuff you write. Your stories, mostly. I liked them a lot. But seriously, your blog only writes quizzes or minor things. You hardly talk about your life at all! I demand some information. NOW. This second.'

He's gonna be so mad at me... heh... Well, so there.

What have I been doing... hmm...

Going for Saint John's as a CCA.

Just got into Prefectorial Board in School. With a mentor who's really nice. But it's my first day so I'm a nervous wreck... Kinda... Secondary students there can be really... cheeky. I can't really do anything else aside from that...

Apparently I had 3 duties... much more than a normal prefect... hehe...:-

1. Counter Girl ~ To give PC-forms to the people who are late... We get to slack too ^^

2. During recess duty ~ 15 minutes off my recess! Patrolling around the area... To kck classmates of the classrooms in case they get framed for stealing something...

3. AFTER my duty... And assembly. Stand outside the hall area and um... 'block?' people when they want to run or something... Mostly force them to go in single-file... Some of he people there are really sick... They keep going like 'It's the new batch of recruits! Helluuu -wavewave-' It's really comical sometimes... then we have to shout if they scoot off. Sadly, strictly no violence allowed... How sad. >:

-~-

I'm not doing very well in class... Things are very boring for me. No one in this year [And seems likely the next.] can accomedate to my madness and randomness... Hell, most only know how to show off, screaming for no rhyme nor reason... And the guys speak -or attempt to.- hokkien and some cantonese... Some of it's even mixed. Not to mention our Tarzan incident... That I doubt I'll forgot ^^"

And Kineito... You little ass... ''What kind of guys do you normally fall for? I've asked you this for 3 years straight. Give me an answerr. -insert mad spam here.-''

I shouldn't say anything to appease your little pathetic soul, but yes. I will answer then.

I -normally.- fancy guys who are older than me.. not too old, but yup~ Normally just a little bit older!~

You shall get no more hints from me. Meheheeheh.

I have to meet my Oni-san later. Should get ready now =)

And don't you dare to spam me anymore with e-mails, Ki-san. I'm not giving you my number <3 I have no idea if you were even joking about the first part. You don't really have my blog, do you?~

Send another letter soon. I'll be waiting.

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Wave bunny!

~Altariel, Riviera.